Straight up,
I will tell you
that anything like this post, today,
will never come again.
Talking to you now
is not the same,
normal, self-respecting,
polite and loving person
you have come
to know me to be..
Right??
I have had it.
I don't like that
it has been so darn hot,
but I don't like it that
summer has seemed to pass me by.
Where has it gone?
I don't like that
my internet keeps going out and
I have to have someone
come fix it
(and know they probably won't
as they have been here
many times for
the same problem).
I want to go to
Home Goods and to thrift shops,
but I can't, and
before you say anything
about that being a
stupid outlook on the situation
that we are in,
think twice.
Because
I am looking
for a fight!!
I don't go out
to a restaurant
because I don't trust
that the precautions
that I need
will be taken.
I only go to the
blood lab, my doc's office, and PT
that the doc prescribed for me.
Because I am concerned for my health,
I will do these things,
not just because
I can or I want.
I see more people
wearing masks,
and that is what
I have been pushing for and
that is a really good thing.
On the other hand,
just because people
are wearing masks now,
doesn't mean they are
following all
the rules.
I don't like to be the one
that says I told you so,
but when talk started up
about opening the country,
I thought it was too soon and
no one seemed to be
going about it
in the right way.
That is exactly what happened, and
I can hardly restrain myself
from calling it all
a matter of greed.
I know people
have to feed their families,
I get it. Don't think I don't.
But there is a
right way and a wrong way,
and which one
do you think
our country chose?
Now,
the talk is about sending
our kids back to school.
I know kids need an education,
I know that there are
a lot of them
that don't get fed properly
unless they are in school.
I know they need interaction
with their peers.
I know all that, I get it!
I retired from a
school district.
But if we jump into it
without thorough planning,
just like we did about
opening up the economy,
our kids are going to be
on a level with guinea pigs and rats
used for testing make-up,
or more to the point,
so parents can go back to work,
which brings us right back
to the economy.
And how is that working out for us?
I was very happy
when I heard that
CVS, Walmart and Home Depot
were requiring masks
of everyone who entered their stores.
Now,
I hear that they
are softening that rule
in order to not cause
any confrontations with their customers
who refuse to wear masks.
What about my rights
when I was a smoker?
Laws were passed that
I couldn't smoke in restaurants,
and other public places,
so I didn't.
Me, as a customer,
were denied my rights
in order to protect others.
What do they think
the mask rule is for?
When are we going to grow up and
start acting like adults and
not like little kids
who want something
just so they can have something
that they think they are missing.
I realize
that there hasn't been the
best role models
to follow but
an adult should be able
to figure it out.
I sure would like to know
how many of the citizens of our country
that are storming the beaches and
filling up the bars and restaurants
have had someone they love
fallen ill or died
due to the virus?
I hope not many,
and I, myself, haven't,
but yet I can see
where this is all leading us,
why can't they?
California
has now surpassed New York
as the epicenter
of Covid-19.
Our little county, as of today,
has 242 coronavirus cases.
On June 30, there were 116,
growing to 151 by July 7 and
182 by July 14.
Fortunately,
we have only had one death.
I say only..
that says something different
to the family of the deceased?
In today's paper,
there have been at least
four restaurants that have not obeyed
the orders of
closing down indoor dining.
They have been warned and
after 15 days,
if still happening,
they will be fined $25 per day,
doubling each day after that,
up to a maximum of $1000 a day.
Evidently,
they don't realize
that there are a number of
other restaurants that are
abiding by the law.
If that isn't a sign of greed,
I don't know what is, and
if the citizens of this fine city
can't understand
what is going on around them,
then there might not be a chance
for a more "normal" return
to our lives
that they all say they want.
Two accusations of coughing were reported:
When a woman
asked another couple, with a baby,
to put on a mask,
the man followed her out of the store and
chased her to her car
while coughing her way,
In another
a 70 year old man
was trying to pass another couple
on the sidewalk who were maskless.
They wouldn't let him pass,
used homophobic slurs and
said they had "Carona"
and coughed at him.
What is happening
to the human race?
Where does all
this hatred and disrespect
come from?
And,
you want to know why
this upsets me so?
Where does that leave me and
those like me?
Now,
I'm taking it
personally and
getting selfish.
Along this rant path
that I have taken today,
I have been showing you
what the garden is looking like.
It is overgrown and
starting to wilt and
losing hope
that summer will be around
for much longer.
Berry bushes
are taking over the lilacs,
the lawn is going brown, and
the July 4th decorations
are still in place.
As I said before,
where did it go?
My time
is being taken up
by things that seem
out of my control and
of that I am not a fan.
Now that you have read this,
I beg you
not to send any comments
that say tomorrow will be a better day.
I already know that.
Don't say that I watch
too much news and
it has my head
in a bad place.
I already know that but
I say we need to be informed.
Don't tell me
you feel sorry that
I am worried or sad,
because if I am
at this moment,
that doesn't mean
I won't get better.
Don't tell me
that this is not the majority
that act like this.
I already know that.
Maybe, just maybe,
all these people
that are making me crazy
are doing so because
they don't know the severity
of what is going on
or they don't want
to know.
Another person in our community
engaged a gathering of
more than 150 persons and
an outbreak ensued.
His only defense
was to say that
"Had I known about the problems,
I wouldn't have done it."
Where
has this loser been?
The facts are there,
all staring us in the face, and
even if we don't, or can't,
choose to see them,
they won't go away.
Maybe people need to be
a little better informed
about what it means
to be a person who has
common sense and uses it and
what could be the outcome
of not having or using
any at all.
Thank you for staying with me,
if you are staying with me.
If you have opinions of your own
that differ from mine and
want to share them,
I welcome them too.
Just remember,
I warned you,
I am looking
for a fight!
I also added to
the title of this piece,
I Promise and I Hope.
That covers all my bases,
just in case.
It does feel kind of good
to let off steam
once in awhile
so that is what I have done.
Now,
let's move on
to better days.
I know those
will come also.
Even better
would be a
tall glass of cool lemonade.
Stay smart, stay well, wear your masks and
sometimes,
don't be afraid
to speak
your truth.
...Judy...
FYI: I just wanted to tell you
that I produced this whole post
with the new Blogger interface.
As I understand it
the old way of publishing
will only be available
until August 24.
Give it a try
before too long
so any kinks might be worked out.
I found it
pretty easy to use and
as the saying goes,
if I can do it
anyone can!!
Sharing today with:
and
Rep John Lewis
A remarkable man
May he rest in peace.