Straight up, 
I will tell you 
that anything like this post, today,
 will never come again.
 Talking to you now 
is not the same, 
normal, self-respecting,
 polite and loving person
 you have come 
to know me to be..
Right??
I have had it. 
 I don't like that
 it has been so darn hot,
 but I don't like it that 
summer has seemed to pass me by.
 Where has it gone?
I don't like that 
my internet keeps going out and 
I have to have someone
 come fix it 
(and know they probably won't 
as they have been here 
many times for
 the same problem).
I want to go to 
Home Goods and to thrift shops, 
but I can't, and 
before you say anything 
about that being a 
stupid outlook on the situation
 that we are in,
 think twice.
  Because 
I am looking 
for a fight!!
I don't go out 
to a restaurant 
because I don't trust 
that the precautions
 that I need 
will be taken.
I only go to the 
blood lab, my doc's office, and PT 
that the doc prescribed for me.
  Because I am concerned for my health,
 I will do these things,
 not just because 
I can or I want.
I see more people 
wearing masks, 
and that is what
 I have been pushing for and 
that is a really good thing.
On the other hand, 
just because people
 are wearing masks now, 
doesn't mean they are 
following all 
the rules.
I don't like to be the one 
that says I told you so, 
but when talk started up
 about opening the country, 
I thought it was too soon and
 no one seemed to be 
going about it 
in the right way.
 That is exactly what happened, and 
I can hardly restrain myself
 from calling it all
 a matter of greed.
I know people 
have to feed their families, 
I get it.  Don't think I don't.
 But there is a 
right way and a wrong way, 
and which one 
do you think 
our country chose?
Now, 
the talk is about sending 
our kids back to school.
 I know kids need an education, 
I know that there are 
a lot of them 
that don't get fed properly 
unless they are in school.
  I know they need interaction
 with their peers. 
 I know all that, I get it!
 I retired from a 
school district.
But if we jump into it
 without thorough planning, 
just like we did about 
opening up the economy,
 our kids are going to be 
on a level with guinea pigs and rats
 used for testing make-up, 
or more to the point,
 so parents can go back to work, 
which brings us right back
 to the economy.
And how is that working out for us?
I was very happy
 when I heard that
 CVS, Walmart and Home Depot
 were requiring masks
 of everyone who entered their stores. 
Now,
 I hear that they 
are softening that rule 
in order to not cause
 any confrontations with their customers
 who refuse to wear masks.
 What about my rights 
when I was a smoker?
  Laws were passed that
 I couldn't smoke in restaurants,
 and other public places, 
so I didn't.
 Me, as a customer, 
were denied my rights 
in order to protect others.
What do they think 
the mask rule is for?
When are we going to grow up and 
start acting like adults and
 not like little kids 
who want something 
just so they can have something
 that they think they are missing.
  I realize 
that there hasn't been the 
best role models 
to follow but 
an adult should be able 
to figure it out.
 I sure would like to know 
how many of the citizens of our country
 that are storming the beaches and
 filling up the bars and restaurants 
have had someone they love 
fallen ill or died 
due to the virus?
I hope not many, 
and I, myself, haven't, 
but yet I can see 
where this is all leading us,
 why can't they? 
 California 
has now surpassed New York 
as the epicenter
 of Covid-19.
Our little county, as of today,
 has 242 coronavirus cases. 
 On June 30, there were 116, 
growing to 151 by July 7 and 
182 by July 14.
 Fortunately,
 we have only had one death. 
 I say only..
that says something different
to the family of the deceased?
In today's paper,
 there have been at least
 four restaurants that have not obeyed 
the orders of
 closing down indoor dining. 
 They have been warned and
 after 15 days, 
if still happening,
 they will be fined $25 per day,
 doubling each day after that,
 up to a maximum of $1000 a day. 
 Evidently,
 they don't realize 
that there are a number of 
other restaurants that are 
abiding by the law.
 If that isn't a sign of greed,
 I don't know what is, and
 if the citizens of this fine city 
can't understand 
what is going on around them,
 then there might not be a chance
 for a more "normal" return 
to our lives 
that they all say they want.
Two accusations of coughing were reported:
  When a woman
 asked another couple, with a baby,
 to put on a mask,
 the man followed her out of the store and 
chased her to her car 
while coughing her way, 
 In another
 a 70 year old man
 was trying to pass another couple 
on the sidewalk who were maskless.
  They wouldn't let him pass, 
used homophobic slurs and
 said they had "Carona" 
and coughed at him.
  What is happening 
to the human race? 
 Where does all 
this hatred and disrespect 
come from?
 And, 
you want to know why 
this upsets me so? 
Where does that leave me and 
those like me?
 Now,
 I'm taking it
 personally and 
getting selfish.
Along this rant path
 that I have taken today, 
I have been showing you 
what the garden is looking like.
  It is overgrown and 
starting to wilt and 
losing hope 
that summer will be around 
for much longer.
  Berry bushes
 are taking over the lilacs, 
the lawn is going brown, and 
the July 4th decorations
 are still in place.
 As I said before, 
where did it go? 
 My time
 is being taken up 
by things that seem 
out of my control and
 of that I am not a fan.
 Now that you have read this, 
I beg you
 not to send any comments 
that say tomorrow will be a better day.
 I already know that.
Don't say that I watch
 too much news and 
it has my head
 in a bad place. 
 I already know that but
 I say we need to be informed. 
 Don't tell me
 you feel sorry that
 I am worried or sad, 
 because if I am 
at this moment, 
that doesn't mean 
I won't get better.
Don't tell me
 that this is not the majority
 that act like this. 
 I already know that.
Maybe, just maybe, 
all these people 
that are making me crazy
 are doing so because 
they don't know the severity 
of what is going on 
or they don't want
 to know. 
 Another person in our community 
engaged a gathering of 
more than 150 persons and
 an outbreak ensued. 
His only defense 
was to say that
 "Had I known about the problems, 
I wouldn't have done it."
Where
has this loser been?
The facts are there,
 all staring us in the face, and 
even if we don't, or can't,
 choose to see them,
 they won't go away. 
 Maybe people need to be
 a little better informed 
about what it means
 to be a person who has 
common sense and uses it and 
what could be the outcome 
of not having or using
 any at all.
Thank you for staying with me,
 if you are staying with me.
  If you have opinions of your own 
that differ from mine and
 want to share them,
 I welcome them too.
Just remember, 
I warned you,
 I am looking 
for a fight! 
 I also added to
 the title of this piece,
 I Promise and I Hope. 
That covers all my bases,
 just in case.   
It does feel kind of good
 to let off steam
 once in awhile 
so that is what I have done.
 Now,
 let's move on
 to better days. 
I know those
 will come also.
Even better
 would be a 
tall glass of cool lemonade.  
Stay smart, stay well, wear your masks and 
sometimes,
 don't be afraid
 to speak
 your truth.
...Judy...
FYI:  I just wanted to tell you
 that I produced this whole post 
with the new Blogger interface. 
 As I understand it 
the old way of publishing 
will only be available 
until August 24. 
Give it a try
 before too long 
so any kinks might be worked out.
 I found it 
pretty easy to use and
 as the saying goes,
 if I can do it
 anyone can!!
Sharing today with:
and
Rep John Lewis
A remarkable man
May he rest in peace.
 



